Communication

We all have dreams. Some good. Some bad. Since my husband died a month ago, I have had only three dreams of him. The first one he vanished before I could touch him. The second he came to take my two older children to heaven with him; and the third, I saw a glimpse of heaven. OK, don't count me as crazy. I have only told two people about this, but now am sharing with you.

I saw Josh, I didn't see him wearing pants, but he was wearing a white shirt. He said, "Baby, I'm OK. This is where I am". It was so bright and peaceful. Very vivid colors in everything. That's all I saw...that's the last dream I have had of Josh.

Against what others may believe or teach, I know that I have been given signs and peaceful communications with Josh. I haven't audibly head him, but a dragon fly was at my back door a few days ago. He wouldn't leave. I picked him up, he flew to the window sill, I touched him and he just hung out for a bit. When I go to the cemetery, "Drink a Beer" by Luke Bryan (which was played at the funeral) comes on. Then, tonight I saw the most amazing and beautiful shooting star. It wasn't your ordinary shooting star. This one had a tail as long as the sky. Then, instead of it disappearing, it seemed to have a small explosion. During the five or so seconds that I was watching this star, I felt as if time stood still. Like everything was OK.

I believe with all my heart that Josh is in heaven, kicking it with Jesus. I believe Josh is sending me signs that he is OK and that he is watching over me and our children. Josh had promised to never leave me alone, as that was one of my biggest fears (which I feel is coming true, but that's a different discussion); and he hasn't left me completely. A good friend of mine told me that I will always be Josh's wife, and NO ONE can take that from me...

So, I will keep looking for the signs and listening to the music. For I know Josh is communicating with me in one way or another....

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  1. Karen (Veach) NicholsApril 27, 2014 at 6:55 AM

    Heaven is for real, Angels walk among us... we will see and experience if we are open to the messages...

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