Just a Thought
It's been a long while since I last blogged. Many people are assuming things about me, so I want to share with you what is going on in my life. I miss my husband dearly. I love him and always will. I am mourning not only the loss of my spouse, but I am mourning my bestest best friend. He was the peanut butter to my jelly. I put on what is known as the 'Grief Mask". This mask shows everyone that I am doing OK, that I am happy again. Let me make something clear, I'm NOT OK 100% of the time, not even 50% of the time, but I put on a face, and fake it. My heart still hurts, 9 1/2 months later as it did on March 27, 2014. I stay busy with kids, animals, school, working on the foundation, Phi Beta Lambda and now Student Counsel to where I can't take a moment to remember that he will never come back. It kills me to see my children grieve and mourn. They are so young and innocent that they shouldn't have to endure this pain, but they do. It's not fair; but it...